Happiness is not a matter of intensity but of balance, order, rhythm and harmony. ~ Thomas Merton

Thursday, August 9, 2012

Discipline

I am struggling with my discipline when it comes to organizing and settling into my home.  I think this stems from my "all or nothing", slightly manic and obsessive-compulsive nature.  That has to be it.

See, I have a hard time functioning in chaos.  Instead of finding all the little things I can do in order to chip away at the mess, I prefer to bury my head and simply do nothing.  I become paralyzed and overwhelmed. I end up wasting my time on Facebook or computer games or watching a moving I've seen a hundred times for the hundred and first.

I have great vision and great plans.  I have wonderful ideas about all the things I want to do.  I lack discipline and thus lack follow-through.  My house, even before the move, has always been filled with things half done.  Scrapbooks started and then stashed away; cross-stitch projects with the vague shapes of flowers and words.  The move has magnified my negligence and gross lack of organization.

So my challenge, now, is to create a workable plan of attack.  My goal is to develop some discipline.  I'm not sure how I stumbled upon the link but somewhere, in rambling through the various blogs I follow, I found 21 Days to a More Disciplined Life from Money Saving Mom.  It's worth a shot . . .